zoey. ahweiwei ")

忙

2012-02-11T22:39:00.003+08:00

当一个麻痹的人多好
不用烦恼，不会心累，
甚至可以很积极的做一件事
不懂是不是被这首歌影响到了
突然间很感触
觉得忙得疯掉
可能也是一个很好的解药
一个避开伤心难过的解药

我可以把我整天的行程堆得满满的
即使再累也好
也要完成自己想要做的事情
这样的话
就没有时间想东想西了咯

不可以让自己有多余的时间
一秒都不可以有
一直继续做该完成的事
就好了

written by zoey.

Busy life..

2012-02-01T21:39:00.002+08:00

busy life started again.
sipek LACK OF TIME
lack of power ;
most important thing
lack of energy!

next week onwards
will stay at school EVERYDAY.
damn..
tuition.. you go hell!
dunno I able to sustain it or not.
Haiz!
life why so hard..

ZOEY.

值得纪念

2012-01-31T02:08:00.002+08:00

终于有勇气站着看烟花
虽然耳朵是关着的
至少我能独自面对这对我来说的恐惧
感觉自己快要成功了
哈哈.. 这也算成功
但是真的是很.. 不会讲

还是接受不到烟花的声音
没关系
我会慢慢适应的 XD
纪念下
2012 的天公诞

大笨蛋
吃饱没事做干嘛看我的部落
真是的
不好玩啦
知道你在看我不会写那么多了咯
bleek
真的是有够笨
哈哈

written by zoey.

。。。

2012-01-28T14:11:00.004+08:00

心好酸。。
好苦。。
好烦。。
好累！

想念竟然可以那么的[痛]
而且是完完全全的发生在我身上
我不喜欢这样！
很不喜欢。。

大笨蛋！
我真的也很想你！
脑海里闪过的都是你的画面。。
我要你在我身边！
我不要你离我那么远。。
我不想就这样输给了距离。。。。

没想到..

2012-01-21T22:55:00.001+08:00

没想到..
这一切的一切..
都发生了..

很高兴
很享受
很自在

最重要
开心!! =)

written by zoey.

Done!

2012-01-12T21:51:00.002+08:00

Finally done with the assignment.
If teacher not accept i will straight go hell d.
haiz..
today..
really better than dunno..
=(

有些事~
知道了就是知道了~
不可以装作不知道~
可知道又怎样~
还不如不知道~

written by zoey.

more..

2012-01-11T21:23:00.002+08:00

tadaa. me again..
another busy day.
but i enjoy it =)

more and more works to done
everything must 100% perfect
cant happen a mistake
even 0.00000001%

felt extremely enjoy after school
what kind of feel i actually do not know
although busy still so enjoy it
wish everyday can like that =D

end here
good day!

written by zoey.

Busy busy and tired.

2012-01-10T22:00:00.008+08:00

WAO!
damn busy in school and home these few days.
good... better than facing wall doing nothing.

终于。。我对任何感情的问题不再质疑
我的生活，不是为了某个人而奔跑着
一如往常，我也有自己的路要走。。
自己一个人独自的路。。

我想要不停的努力，不是为了任何人
而是为了我自己
为自己付出一百分，也不怕不会得不到什么回报
不会像那个懦弱的我。。付出了，得到的是什么都没有。。

看到一段话，
觉得也太像自己的情况了
“一个女人再成熟再独立，那是她的事情，
她可以不花你一分钱，可以不需要你的关心，
可以处理好自己所有的事情，同样也可以不要你这一个男朋友，
如果一个男人不能给予她依靠，不能给予她关心，
那她要这个男朋友，又有什么用呢？”

我很凶，报复心重，心机也重，手段又多，整天想太多
决定了就不改变，坚持自己的想法
做事情当机立断，说一就一，二就二
好丰富的缺点。。
是这样吗。。？
那我就继续当所谓的坏人好了。。
至少不必装善良温柔去应酬别人。。
我不来那套了。。
因为改变会带来什么?无视
这是我。。就是我自己。。

你可以不相信我。。但是你不可以不相信。。
真的不可以不相信。。
我们的感情。。
可能需要时间去适应这样的我
如果不能接受，而选择继续埋怨，不满，。。。。。门在那，你随时可以离开。。

这两天很忙。。忙到连吃饭的时间也没有。。
累到差点挂掉。。
累了，心情自然不怎么好
你终于也累了。。
你每一天都怕我乱想
想要继续让我开心却不知道用什么方法
你想尽办法了。。但是到最后你和我说真的很累很累了
我没回复你，也不打算回复了。。
一瞬间，我真的突然醒悟
是不是不应该再联系？
是不是应该就灭掉那小小的机会？
或许… 真的需要这样做

忙碌是一种幸福，让我们没有时间体会痛苦
疲惫是一种享受，让我们无暇空虚
坎坷是一种经历，让我们真切的理解人生。

written by zoey.

Nananana...

2012-01-08T23:36:00.002+08:00

Half day stay at home rest.
arrange my shirts and pants
went shopping with mum at night.
at queens.
a lot joke happned

Fokus point x= Shoe Point
my mum kena suspected. HAHA~
Skip for parking fee. xD

that's all for today :)
good nitez. :D

written by zoey.

Thinking too much makes you look stupid. *copied from internet.

2012-01-08T23:34:00.001+08:00

Stop thinking. Simply tell yourself to stop thinking until you stop.

You clutter your mind with self conscious, negative ****. You judge others immediately; you assume they don't or won't like you. It's all you can think of and everything going on around you takes a back seat. You miss out on life.

Stop caring. You give a **** too much. Who cares what you or other people do? As long as it isn't hurting anyone. Silly or stupid, they are both perfectly acceptable ways to act. People may judge you, but you don't need their approval. I've met people who don't care at all what people think of them, and although I judged them at first, I later grew to admire them. People who are not ashamed of themselves make you feel better about yourself.

SUIT ME :)
copied by zoey.

First of the first..

2012-01-07T22:56:00.003+08:00

first week of school..
enjoy much.. haha
many problem on last year like already solved,
no more unhappy and hate when school
every school day also a happy day =D
teacher and friends are nice this year.. not bad.. xD

but something bad surely happen
mushroom head..

fine.. I changing my short mushroom head into..... THIS!

*going out =)

beh swim nia.. kena cut till so short and like army head..

except mushroom.. advertisement problem..
besides.. assignment came to me.. WTF..
others dont have but teacher need me to help her..
luck so damn..
but at least settled all by friday..
now.. no need so huan loh..

next week.. will be low key d..
only left rm10 to survive on this week..
salary.. i waiting you so long.. please out..
oh ya.. i bought what i need in low bajet d..
recorded all the things i want to buy..
just wait for that day!!

end-

written by zoey.

谢谢你.. :)

2012-01-02T23:22:00.003+08:00

我的生活的那些年。。
是你坚持不变付出

常常都问你，你都会说那么多年了
难道没有回报的付出，都不会感到不安，都不会累吗？
难道你没有想过停下脚步，看看四周围？
这个世界上有七万亿的人，有一半是女生。。
你就不会看看那三十五万亿的女生？
还有很多条件都比我好，性格都比我好的女生。。
不用单单专注我。。

刚才又说起了，怎么这么多年来都感动不了我，都不接受你。。
大笨蛋。。你早就已经感动到我了。。
很多时候，如果爱情可以那么简单，就好了
不是说我要那么现实对你。。
但是真的不会有一个女生会愿意跟这样的男生一辈子
如果我接受了，不代表，家人朋友都接受啊
我看不见我们的未来。。跟不必说我们会有美满的结局。。

我看得到你的付出。。你给的一切。。
真的很谢谢你让我的生活充满笑这些快乐。。
我几不开心也好，下一秒就可以笑到肚子痛
你是唯一一个能办到的
你让我找到真实，真正的自己
在你面前，我不必伪装，我可以很自然，很轻松，很放心，很开心
我不懂你有什么魔力让这一切发生
虽然报答不了你什么
但真的谢谢你

虽然我们已经错过了一切
以前的事情就不要在提
我希望，你能脚踏实地做人，不要再被谁瞧不起
我希望，你能往前看，找到一个让你开心的人。。而不是只会拒绝你的女生。。
我希望，我们永远永远，都是好朋友

每个男孩心中，都有一个沈佳仪
那
每个女孩心中，也有一个柯景腾 =)

written by zoey.

First day of 2012

2012-01-01T12:45:00.000+08:00

First day of 2012!!
but I feel not so well..
so rest at home..

BUT! Sudden decision again.. wahaha!
Speeding today!! HAHAHA
Go cut my hair..
不打算今天剪的...
new hairstyle.. HAHA!
很坏的发型.. 挑战校规? xD
afterthat went to food gallery at times square..
there really change alot nur..
like come out from kampung.. haha

Tea time :D
Enjoy much!
especially with her =D
如果每一天都可以这样就好了
出来喝喝茶，说说话~
简单又享受..

written by zoey.

夜晚..

2011-12-30T11:01:00.003+08:00

有人说，
天蝎座
白天是坚强的，夜晚却是脆弱的
是啊
每个晚上，都是孤单的，寂寞的
每个晚上，都想出去
害怕寂寞，害怕孤单
但这些都是不能免掉的
还是得面对这恐怖的空虚

昨晚，为自己的做事情想了一遍
终于，明白自己真的错了
逃避的后知后觉
是这样的感觉吧。。

事情是自己决定的，
谁都不能怪
要怪就怪自己固执
因为我的固执让很多人都为我气馁
有什么办法？倔强的结果就是一个人走完自己决定的路。。
哭着跪着也得把它走完。。

自己从头到尾都未曾明白
为什么自己要那么固执
为了面子为了尊严为了自尊？
放屁。。
这些都是在自己胡扯。。

即使有伴没伴也好
孤单寂寞还是不停的围绕着我
从小到大，没停过
即使敢爱了，最终还是得分离收场
让两个人偏题鳞伤
又何苦呢？
问问自己吧。。

对不起，这次真的是我错了
我不奢望什么原谅，
我知道，我做了什么就应该承受后果
我知道不可能重新来过
我也不知道我能做什么
只希望你的下一个她能给你灿烂的明天
对不起。
它从未消失..一直在我们心里面..

written by zoey.

^^ ~

2011-12-28T17:45:00.003+08:00

我爱她~ =D

刚睡醒的头发.. xDD

就让这一切由零开始 .. =)

ZOEY ONG

结束了~

2011-12-28T15:26:00.004+08:00

问题一直不断发生
而且解决不了
只好分手来结束这一切痛苦

本来以为还可以好聚好散
做不成情人还以为可以做回朋友
但你都视我为敌了
说我在编故事
说我在制造开场白
哈哈
可笑
你认为这样嘛这样咯
我自己做什么，我很清楚
清者自清~

但是有些人就会把错误全部加在我身上
而且还做到一副无辜样
很可怜很悲惨酱
唉.. 我天生衰运
全部分手的理由都是因为我的错~ 你只是被你认为可恶的我伤害~
别人看了几同情你~安慰你~
不错的手段嘛..
我勒? 就一直给人家讲坏话咯
讲到我几不好几不好都有咯~
早就料到了的啦.. 我就是这样没有脑的咯..
我就做坏人咯.. 你就做超级大好人~

分手后就变了个样
这就是我最歧视的事情
反正不在我需要关心的范围内
现在最重要的.. 是和那个大笨蛋说清楚..
就没有负担了 =)

written by zoey

一首歌,,

2011-12-25T23:54:00.002+08:00

一对一对你来说是一种折磨
爱情里你贪图的角色太多
闭上一只眼还不够
最好弄瞎自己的懦弱
让你继续挥霍

也曾经曾经想过不要再继续
但是你总能让我继续沈溺
看你像只蜜蜂来去
身上沾着不同花蜜
爱情对你只是附属品
附属在你专有的贪心

我从来都搞不懂你
把爱情弄的脏兮兮
是因为你太过聪明
还是我不懂放弃

我从来都搞不懂你
犯错的人却先哭泣
哭着求我原谅你
原谅之後你继续
永无止境的悲剧

你说你总会觉悟
但我们时间不同步
看着你错的每一步
每一步都提醒着我
世间多残酷

我从来都搞不懂你
把爱情当做是游戏
是因为你太过聪明
还是我不懂放弃

我从来都搞不懂你
不想继续就该敢停
哭着求我原谅你
原谅之後你继续
由我开始我喊停

,,,,, !!

2011-12-24T00:35:00.002+08:00

刚收到信息
马上起上一把火
怎么全都是你希望，你觉得，你感受？
那我呢？！
心灵的声音你何时有尝试想去听？
我在想什么，我都没有说
因为我想让你用你的真心来对待我
用心来体会我在想什么！！
不是只是看表面和表情就来判定我！

你觉得我们之间必须尽快说清楚
我是你的女朋友呢？还是你是我的操纵器？
因为你一句不喜欢，我就可以完全不管自己想要什么而试着去迁就你？
你希望事情是这样那样，那我就可以完全跟着你，自己的事什么都不理？
你不喜欢，我就很喜欢？！
怎么可以为了让你自己不要不开心而逼我赶快解决掉这些你认为不必要的想法！

真的是
快要气到我爆炸了
我自己也是
明知道自己在他心里的分量根本微不足道
明知道他不可能把自己放在第一位
明知道他的生活里还有很多事情都比我重要
何必为这些事情气自己
自己拿苦瓜吃

不是所有的事情都一定要跟着你的逻辑走
请让我有自己能呼吸的自由空间！

written by zoey.

F* OFF!!!!!

2011-12-20T23:47:00.003+08:00

PEK CEK!!!
make myself kaki angry kaki kek ki nia
WHAT FOR?!
wanna smash all thing down
THIS IS NOT I EXPECTED!!
sucks!!!!!

!@#$%^&*
realize my ability is so freaking damn now!!
GILA soon

written by zoey.

The Day..

2011-12-19T23:09:00.002+08:00

back from cruise ship..
till now still tired..
lack of sleep..

haiz.. luck so damn
lose all..
but have a enjoy night with him..
the first trip :)
*miss your arm*

yiwen them come find this morning.
lunch with them and colleagues
alot to do at work today
move whole display again.
tired d still more tired

dinner with colleagues at pisa corner
bo hami want eat
been force need to eat all..

Start to miss you after the first second I leave.. :(
written by zoey.

Smurf smurf

2011-12-16T23:58:00.004+08:00

dunno what something wrong today
always smurf-ing~
haha
morning before work
draw a smurfi out
quite nice ah.. beh pai ma^^

after dinner
i go buy smurf again *still wondering why i smurf the all way round xD*
whole day free tiok play smurf game..
really smurf fever..
oh noo.. wahaha

tomorrow go piano
then after that go cruise ship again d
hope i enjoy there :)

end.

搞乱了情绪，何必那么执着?
written by zoey.

Cheer..

2011-12-15T23:35:00.003+08:00

Back from camp..
back to work..
damn sleepy when work..
mouth open dunno how many time

dinner with colleague at bb
again fire on my stomach..
haiz..

now wanna sleep early d..
nothing much to say..
bye.
the end.

Facebook update :
Life .. need to be meaningful.. must be full of joy , sad and happy.. if you spend your life time just to wasting your time, it is meaningless..
Jiayous Everyone! make your life full with beautiful colours! ;D

祝你幸福
都说了只是错觉

written by zoey.

Camp..

2011-12-12T23:49:00.003+08:00

Mood still not that good..
I really dunno how to control..
only let my world to silence
stupid me..
the only way i can skip all this from thinking
is to silence all the way round..

camp at school today
wake up early back late..
tired than work
ate too much till now gastric again
tired tired and tired

Taught them marching and bomba ..
PC wasn't that good so let other taught them
learn learn learn..
night game break by teacher
so sked die mia teacher
behh ki..

Picture are uploaded in facebook..
Here is the link..
enjoy :)

tired..
sleep first..

Facebook updated status : 一个人的暴风雨`

every problem comes with a question
and yet every question will always found their answer..

written by zoey

Terrible day!!!!

2011-12-12T01:14:00.003+08:00

today....
SUCKS

心情起来已经很低落了。。
但工作时给老板骂了。。
说为什么总是做不好，做不到
不是我不想做，我已经尽力了。。
休息吃晚餐时又。。
不只一个人吃饭，还傻傻的等到剩十分钟才开始吃。。
真的想不到。。你竟然丢下我一个人。。
回到做工的地方。。还剩时间休息，但是我没休息就开始做工了。。
忍着泪，继续做工。。

回家路上。。
跟爸说明天的camp说女生不能过夜
需要他载回来。。
但是他们死都要我在那边过夜
难道你们不会担心你们的女儿在外面过夜吗？
那我的存在还有什么意义？
够伤心了，却越伤越深。。

回到家。。
活该的internet不能用..
就叫哥帮我弄
心情不怎么好所以大声了点
哥也在玩dota不要别人烦他
就这样吵起来了
爸也来参一脚
说我这个样子别人才会对你发脾气
算了！！！不用就不用！！
真的很生气

没有错。。我的固执的性格让每个人都想远离我！
这就是我的结果！
在房间里哭得像无助的孩子
没肩膀靠，只有寂寞的陪伴
打了几通电话。。不是没有空就是没人接
是伤透了。。那一秒种，我竟然有不想活下去不想被折磨的冲动
是第一次，我是第一次那么想

眼泪快要淹满整个房间。。
而被窝里只剩下泪水。。
写着写着又哭了。。
既然每一方面都那么差。。那我跟垃圾有什么两样。。
连续哭了两个小时。。
而事情还是无法解决。。
我会记住这一天。。
因为。。这是我哭得最伤，最无助的一次..

written by zoey.

Off day..

2011-12-10T23:47:00.006+08:00

So many program today..
from morning to evening..
wake up mood suddenly down 90%

after bath then beng hong fetch me go yiwen house..
then we sit yiwen car go plus two makan..
chit chat there.. bo hami want talk but need to be okay when with them
after breakfast back to home again..
copy movie..
then back to yiwen house again..
really go and back go and back..~

afterthat we go paradise..
paradise..
ko kah bo mood d..
try to control it ho seh..
fetch stella le then we go there..
took photos at there.. =)

after play a while then go tesco sakae sushi lunch..
pictures.. =)

salmonnn~ favorite

wasabi~~ most favorite!!

then yiwen fetch me pi piano..
kena bully for 2 hours..
damn..
after home beng hong come find me swimmmm
wah.. i am so tired d wor..
haha.. nvm.. then we go swim till 7..

breakfast and lunch jiak ho liao but dinner is cintan mee..
after dinner watch the smurf movie.. Watch hundred time also so nice.. haha
now si sipek tired d..

她给得了的幸福我越来越没有能力办得到了
只希望你在她身边可以快快乐乐的
没什么时间陪你
而她却代替了我的位置
陪你逛，陪你玩，陪你疯
再加上最近的我心情不怎么好，不什么想说话
没有了付出。。也累了
所以慢慢地疏远了。。
我无能为力…
希望她给你的，能让你开心
不像现在的我，什么都给不了
好失败..

低落..怎么越来越想不开..
written by zoey.

Time..

2011-12-09T23:21:00.005+08:00

morning waked by mum..
she talk about last night
she go dinner how happy how happy
then i show her the bag ..
she said pasar ada d lo..
haiyo.. this standard not same la..

time pass fast today..
just work from 11 until 7..
rest time go food court eat with colleague
talk much with her..
talk until forget time
rush back

many things to do today..
actually not many
just my permanent off day
then other permanent see me nothing to do
so they ask me help them..
only knew they havent done much lo..
the fourth time i swt when working

tomorrow off day..
but still have to go piano..
3 until 5
morning go breakfast with yiwen and bh..
gonna sleep early
but still miss the smurf game..
wanna play la.. but energy sudah finish..
bo hami mood.. haiz

stop here.. end.

Facebook updated status :
好滚的总是编到天翻地覆, 但其实什么都不懂。真材实料的总是沉默, 但一旦说出来可千真万确..

有时候爱会铭心刻骨` 只是有太多美中不足
[伤人的话语]

written by zoey

WAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2011-12-09T00:36:00.003+08:00

I bought that bag d!!!~~
dear sponser de~ ^^
really LOVE IT!!!!!!

pictures =D

haha.. steam face
morning before work i found the smurf miaaa game
nice nice.. nice to play =)
today work like so guai guai de
sometime very busy but sometime very free..

rest time go food court dinner with him
then he really bought that bag for me~
ahhh.. so happy ~~~~~

but today my permanent tiok complain nur..
haiz..
our table bo heng..
dunno what is wrong ah
shirt also put until so nice di
but still no sales..
promotion so big there di..
see her kena complain xim tia tia..
aiks.. need to jia you d

today is a good day ~
I like today~ 8-12-2011

-the end

written by zoey

talk talk talk...

2011-12-07T22:00:00.003+08:00

WAH..
today talk and kapsiao sipek many
work a little only
go in work nia they tiok chit chat there d
cham them kapsiao lo
today just walk ; stand ; talk
haha

really geram with that shark..
hate that shark!!
b*b*..
geli die nia..
pattern aneh geli d
temper still so sucks..
ishhh

lunch alone..
mcd eat fried chicken
haha
si also dont want eat kfc

after lunch then go Forever 21 see shirt
see bo balik padini'
so lucky me aim tiok satu bag!!
wow~~!!!
after think and aim it for 2 hours
ask them reserve for me first..
I want naaa.. but.. expensive..
haiz.. not enough to buy.. TT
until now still miss the bag..
line and blue black de..
wao wao!! melt liao.. xD

leg dunno why so pain today..
just now fall down from sofa
damn.. PAIN!
black green d..

stop here..

原来又只是一时的迷惑..

written by zoey

How come?

2011-12-06T23:49:00.003+08:00

today like no mood to work ..
not same as usual busy this and that
but just stand there faaa dai
steam and serious face
they sked all go far far from me
haha
how come ah?
what is wrong ah?
I tak tau..

first session hiding inside store room to arrange the shirt
siok sangat sitting
but after dinner
need to stand outside
really like steam ka
just stand there watching wall
haiyo.. emzai hamishu

lunch and dinner with jun jun
lunch we go batu maung eat
I will remember that mee goreng
hiam si..
dinner we go eat sushi king!!
omg.. i long time din eat d
eat like a siao po
wasabiiiii
I suka i suka
thanks so muchii jun jun.. haha

again mistake..
I really want burst d..
please !
not again
give up first before you fall into it!!
when only I can AWAKE !!
haiz..

damn headache now..
oh damn..
stop damn ing
off to sleep now.. nitez..

几时才能清醒?

written by zoey.

Woooooooot

2011-12-06T01:00:00.002+08:00

Burst d !!
Supper two night d..
my body cant afford it..
some more eat damn much..
waiting to sick soon
feel not that well now d

supper with colleagues at ikan bakar
I go wrong place
aiks
alone waiting like stupid
so dark there
but at last they come fetch me go

Enjoy much with them
the surrounding feeling are not same as gathering friends
more fun & more exaggeration
haha.. so chim mia english
love after work de them!
can siao like hell also nvm
laugh as much as we can !!

yiwen & him acc me dinner at food court just now
wah.. talk a lot alien language

wanna buy shirt..
but no time no money..
aiyo
kepuasan tidak dapat dimaksimumkan
wahahaha..

just now another colleagues ask me why you leave me there
then i explain nur
said i ask you back first de
then he said he wont let his girl like that
he said will bring her until she sit down with her friend only he leave
listen d kinda hurt lu.. like saying you not good..
dunno how to explain the feeling

tired and sleepy..
body feel hot hot..
better rest now.. good night..

ENJOY TONIGHT!

那些点点滴滴.. 依然怀念..

无助的时候还是会想起你

written by zoey.

2011-12-05T10:54:00.002+08:00

错就错- 张靓颖

以為我沒有你還有很多
為甚麼我甚麼也不想做
錯了你離開卻沒有帶走
你承諾我的執著

以為懷念會難過
原來遺忘更寂寞
原來我不要解脫
以為我會怨恨你
想不到越恨越想你
愛情太幽默
反正已經把回憶當做收穫
反正一切都是太愛你的錯
錯就錯

我以為你付出不夠我多
不適合就分手只是瞎說
都錯了想起來過去的相處
走下去誰會幸福

誤會了你的心事
才錯過你的溫柔
誤會了只要相愛就代表一切
以為在一起的時候最懂你
原來分開才明白愛是甚麼
我錯了我認錯錯就錯

Hello..

2011-12-05T00:58:00.002+08:00

Back to here again..
it is already 1 am
but nvm la.. tomorrow noon

today fitting room
damn busy there..
fold and fold and fold non stop..
hate the buttons!
make my hand so damn pain..
luckily no need to give numbering..
if not more busy..

after dinner pass by jusco
saw camera and go take a look
my colleagues ask me something
I suddenly dunno what to answer
gong diao 5 second

when almost the time finish work
i pass the shirt to them
they give me a special name
dunno why will like that
"灰姑娘"==

tomorrow will be late home
follow colleagues them go makan ho liao..
end-

错误再也没办法弥补`只能说我错得太离谱..

written by zoey.

First week

2011-12-03T20:23:00.002+08:00

The First Week!
wow.. I still can survive..
not bad ma..

WORK ; WORK ; WORK
really lag of time..
but some more I still want to vacancy for more jobs..
wahahaha.. IM CRAZY

same as last..
many thing has been missed out
what to do?
no choice if I choose to work like this..
try to busy as I can
to tell myself that my life wouldn't that meaningless
and responsibility to deal with
at least I can tell myself that I still alive

but when I look back..
I realize that my mistake has completely changing my future life..
especially.......
when I do something I not suppose to done,
at the same time I am losing my way
and at the same time too I losing what I am holding

yea.. how stupid you are..
stupid mistake you had ever made!!
other part I dont care but not this part !!
silly!!!

written by zoey.

永远不变的坚持

2011-11-27T22:55:00.004+08:00

当真正面对时，才明白是多么的不可思议 ♥

是奇迹? 还是执着?

都不是 =)

是爱

这么多年来，不会消失

再深的痛都熬过

依然是你，给我那份小勇气

即使不以为意，但永远是心灵上的寄托

方向即使错了，但那依然不想回头

无助；奋斗；开心

去到任何世界的角落

第一个想到的，是你

仿佛，你在我身边，在和我一起分享这喜悦=)

那个小小的力量

时时刻刻在提醒我，

要加油

去呈现生活里每一个完美的画面

完美的定义，不是整体的壮观，而是每个部分的细心

这是我们之间最美丽的，最真实的，共同点

我没有错过，只希望我们能幸福

那份坚持的力量，只有你才能说服我的力量

一句话让我用一生去证明的力量

一个小动作就让我跟随的习惯

这些力量，就因为爱

这才是真爱

而且。。我只想继续沉迷不悟~直到呼吸停止的那一刻~

无论是你还是我~

不后悔，不气馁

虽然你的世界不再装得下属于我的点点滴滴

但我会等待，努力，

我将摘下那令爱情盲目的眼镜

明明白白的，清清楚楚的，确定的

[.......................................]

就等待你来填充 ♥

Without you I can't fall in love again =D

written by zoey.v

2011-10-27T19:52:00.001+08:00

沉默或许是接受事实的最好表现… =)

Love my life. :D

2011-10-13T13:45:00.003+08:00

【幸福的十个表现】♥

1 拍照片喜欢露牙齿
2 旅游纪念品摆放在桌子上
3 很享受地读书
4 爱品茶或红酒
5 再忙也要运动
6 爱收拾自己的小空间
7 有两个交心的朋友
8 心里甜蜜地想着一个人
9 早晨起床后感觉一身轻松
10 走在路上忽然发笑♥

copy paste by facebook. =D

♥

2011-09-24T14:11:00.000+08:00

2192011. :D

Pictures. =)

2011-08-27T20:21:00.004+08:00

Taken at new house =D

dear bought de couple-T.. *lovelove

Picture's by zoey.

HOLIDAY!!!!!

2011-08-27T20:18:00.005+08:00

Finally holiday !!..
for me my holiday today only start
cause I finally done everything~~~~~~~~~~~ wuhooo.. (siao d xD)
LETS START THE PARTY!! boom boom booom~~ hahahahahaha

written by zoey. :D

T'EXAM.

2011-08-13T14:28:00.007+08:00

Morning Theory Exam..
siao siao kaki wake up at 4..
nothing to do so study theory
how kut lat am i.. xD
but I damn love morning season.. hehe ")

reach there almost 830
that si gina di di blow me.. haha
number 57
wait time almost reach then go in classroom
open the paper.. ohhhh shit...
so damn ..... easy. HAHA

two gina keep kacao me infront and back.. adui
I try do as slow as i can d..
but.. but.. when finish my paper only 1 hour..
so so so.. we pass up the paper then go sang inside the school..
SMK Bukit Jambul..
malay place.. hmm
taken picture..

1+1 = 2~ *teacher's daughter

Pn show's son. hohoho~
cantik sangat.. i mean the view.. xD

=DDD laugh till like that.. adui... xD

Me & Maruko =P ♥

Pn show.. you sure feel to proud of your son..haha
wan find trouble d.. haha

yeah.. cool
Ultraman.. no no.. crosswoman? xD

sit till almost time then back..
feel so relax..
but school exam is coming soon..
need pressure again d lu.. haiz..
jiayou ba..
today rest 1 day.. play until I siok.. xD

-The End-

photographed & written by zoey.

You're my everything..

2011-08-12T22:25:00.002+08:00

故事裡的起承轉合有一些忘記
做了多少錯誤的選擇

原來波折才暗示著該走的方向
指引你我來到這一刻

就算別人都說我們沒什麼出息
不可能會這樣輕易放棄

Cause You're My Everything
就一個原因讓我勇敢面對這個世界
想給你 Everything
不管用多少個明天永遠從此刻開始算起
你的愛是我的 Everything

遼闊天際求和相遇有多少機率
多少煙火墜落無痕跡

因為幸福沒有捷徑難免要繞道
不被看好越是要走到

就算別人都說我們沒什麼出息
不可能會這樣輕易放棄

你就是 Everything
就這個原因讓我勇敢面對這個世界
想給你 Everything
隻要你說一聲願意所有的未來才有意義
你的愛是我的 Everything

Cause You're My Everything
就這個原因讓我勇敢面對這個世界
想給你 Everything
不管用多少個明天永遠從此刻開始算起

你就是 Everything
就如這個原因我會永遠記住這種感覺
想給你 Everything
隻要你說一聲願意所有的未來才有意義
你的愛是我的 Everything

copy pasted by zoey.

"HSTYLE"

2011-08-12T21:20:00.007+08:00

Aloha. me again =P
just to update my little bloggie with picture =D

Different hairstyle..
*jiang jiang~

silly xD

at queensbay's japin with dear ^^

Tomorrow exam grade 5 theory..
abit bit nervous..
cause pass this exam i no need to do theory anymore..
teacher will let me teach after this.. =D
wait for many years just for this.. JIAYOU!! *ush ush xD
tonight try to relax relax.. only wont feel so pressure.. haha..
that's all.. =)

-the End-

photographed & written by zoey.

Me ")

2011-07-31T15:33:00.006+08:00

Finally come to august..
a safe & save month to me.. =)

Marching competition held at stadium few days ago..
KPA get sliver.. not bad ma.. xD
party yesterday.. quite enjoy.. =)
and it is last time for me go gathering and party d..
not i pantang la.. just a reason for..... hahahaha..

thats all la.. need to work more harder on study d.. jia you! =D

-The End-

written by zoey.

♥

2011-07-31T15:21:00.002+08:00

*about : zoey
*place : dear's car
*date : 17-7-2011
*time : midnight 1am
*words by : zoey
*especially for : dear ^^

photographed by zoey. =)

蓝色雨

2011-07-31T15:03:00.003+08:00

不是每一场雨`都会有意义`都会把它写成日记
一定有些相遇`就好像是个雨季`只留几封信当证据 ♥

终于找到这首歌了.. 好喜欢!!
超喜欢这首歌的旋律;歌词;歌名;歌手.. 统统都喜欢.. =)

written by zoey.

身边的色彩

2011-06-15T11:36:00.003+08:00

很想说有你是幸福的
很想说你真的误解了

白痴陪着我讲梦话
嫁妆是我最宝贝的收藏

属于我们的一切，别人永远代替不了
失落的时候，我随时 standby
开心的时候，我愿意当你的听众

不记得我没关系
至少我记得你
不会忘记

生活难免有些波折，
试着站在对方的立场想想，
其实没有人会喜欢吵闹，
试着宽容，不执著，
接受身边一切，反而会觉得比较快乐

永远的朋友.
以雯

written by zoey.

回忆 =)

2011-06-05T16:29:00.006+08:00

整理房间的时候找到一本书
超经典的词句! =)
不相信是自己写的.. haha
“曾经相爱的两个人，没有为彼此画下美丽的句号
真心付出了，却是遍体鳞伤
分手了却忘不了深爱的人，虽被滚烫的泪抽紧着心扉，
也不愿挽留对方，只为了对方早日忘了自己。

彼此约定的承诺，在此时此刻显得更沉重，宁可在此刻停止跳动，
也要守护着彼此最后的回忆。

虽此，还盲目的相信奇迹
或许对方早已忘了一切，但这一切宛如陷阱
越陷越伤，越伤越深。。。 ”

还有一张收在厨底的纸，但仅仅只能作为纪念 =)

written by zoey.

爱、绝不是缺了就找、更不是累了就换

2011-04-26T14:50:00.001+08:00

找一个能一起吃苦的,而不是一起享受的

找一个能一起承担的,而不是一起逃

找一个能对你负责的,而不是对爱情负责的　　

爱情是盲目的,生活是现实的

因为爱情只不过是人类为了逃避现实

而衍生的产品

为了逃避现实,我寻找爱情

为了寻找爱情,我失去真情

失去了真情,才发现早已身陷虚情……　

爱,绝不是缺了就找,更不是累了就换　

你以为爱情是什么？

一点点的动心,一点点的冲动,一个拥抱一个吻？

天真的人,日剧看多了,痞子蔡的文章看多了。

这也许是爱情的一部分,但绝对不是大部分

爱情的主体是生活,一起生活　

你能陪她一时的难过,但你能陪她承受所有的压力吗？

你能给她身体的温度,但你能给她生活的方向吗？　

你可曾想象当热情褪去,

拥抱对你已经没有任何吸引力

你们如何走下去？　

距离是真爱的考验,由时间作为答案

为了你深爱的人,请做出点牺牲,守住你们的爱情

否则怎么能谈得上真正的爱情　

你可以忘记以前的誓言,但要记住自己的真心。

扪心自问,你是否爱的那么深？

你愿意让两个人都受伤吗？　

爱,绝不是缺了就找,更不是累了就换　

生活不是一个人好好的活

是两个人如何一起好好过

但是一些客观的原因,现实中你们目前还不能在一起

难道你就这样轻易放弃,而委曲求全了吗？

难道你就不能为爱守侯吗？

你允许自己的目光如此短浅,而只看见眼前的快乐吗？

一生就这样的走完吗？　

是真爱,就永不言弃。

New..

2011-04-22T13:16:00.004+08:00

Dad just bought me a new camera..

really surprise me alot.. xD

thanks dadi. ^^

IXUS 115

welcome to new home.. haha

sorry for a long time didn't update my blog

so free at house but din give a damn free time to my blog

recent at starbucks enjoying my coffee..

start thinking again

too much things haven done..

lag of time.. need to appreciate my time and try done all my things before start school..

start to accept what i had

and try not to complain with it

I realize if i try to accept it and used to be also can have a enjoyed life..

what have i done to waste all the times into unuseful thing?

no more.. no more for me..

finish play... start to think about future..

do what i should do

kick what i shouldn't do

come on.. GET A LIFE and start a new life =)

I'd put myself first.. and make the rules that I go

written by zoey.

2011-03-19T15:00:00.001+08:00

Bought a new phone for myself.

J10

damn like it. xD

My man and my lao po

♥

recently happen too much thing on my life

I really confuse bout i should be happy or down

try to be simple as i can

but things come 1 by one

I try solve it cause all of these things are only just my problem to deal with

just hope things dun round my brain anymore

later bao zha and earth boom (got aneh hiong bo. xD)

treat people how they treat me. that's all =D

written by zoey

Others.

2011-03-08T12:40:00.000+08:00

new look of my piano. =)

brother's gifts. haha

First cup of coffee island =DDD

dinner with "family"

written by zoey.

Sushi makerrr.

2011-03-06T11:12:00.004+08:00

only photos. lazy write. pss =D

Actually I dun wish to upload it de

quite sia sui 1.. xD

written by zoey.

我最爱的

2011-02-09T10:35:00.001+08:00

唯一能依赖的
唯一能幸福的
唯一能依靠的
就是他们
给了我太多太多
怎么数也数不清
这一世人
开心；不开心
都能一起熬下去
爱你们

Eat snake.

2011-01-25T15:36:00.000+08:00

eat snake when working xD
not I want de
really nothing to do la
some more sitting
haha
give my tauke see this sure kena fire
=P

written by zoey.

I'm back !! =P

2011-01-12T18:25:00.005+08:00

Hello hello. xD
I'm back is to inform you all
I gonna off for blogging jor
busy working & practice
nowadays kut lat beh guai.. hehe ><

continue support la..
I will update when I free de xD

zoey * work. ^^(non-edited)

written by zoey.

现实欺人太甚

2011-01-07T10:17:00.007+08:00

最近的一切
就像没有保藏好的豆腐
渐渐的，慢慢的腐烂

因为工作
失去了太多太多
每一晚回到家
都会觉得自己是没有目标的行走着
反复的做着同一样的东西

没有实际的能力实现自己的梦想
学人走，学人行
然而没有尝试过为自己努力
找到了自己该走的路
却没有能力再走下去

梦想毁了
养不到半年的老鼠也差不多要丢了
刚把所有的食物倒进去
白痴的我竟然哭了
你的主人没用
对不起

那么简单的事情
练了那么多年
那么好听的一首歌竟然让你弹到比 grade1 还要差
那你有什么资格继续再走这条路

written by zoey.

触碰

2011-01-05T11:34:00.008+08:00

曾经以为已经彻底忘记
被触碰的回忆依然心痛
背叛的伤痛依然停留
注定了
过去的一切只是成长的痛楚
心灵深处的要害
刻骨铭心的伤痕
竟比你的冷漠还要寂寞

written by zoey.

Shopping.

2010-12-26T18:36:00.001+08:00

sorry for late update.
sipek busy with games. xD
went to shopping with yw ; jw ; py(squareroot)
went interview too
all ask me left my hp no
sampai now also bo lang call me. bush

pictures. =)

pinky pinky^^

after queens went concert with him
that concert really....so "interesting" xD
not until half we tiok pit d. haha

before concert after queens. =D

written by zoey.

Hiking. Christmas.

2010-12-25T20:41:00.005+08:00

christmas....
afternoon went to u park there hiking
din hope for a simple celebration also. haha
xi guan jiu hao

sipek sipek chuan when hiking
i din go there for years d
i still remember when i was a little girl my dad always brought me to hiking
now old liao seldom d.. hahaha
enjoy pictures =D

brother.

dad. see how chuan he is

swttttt xD

see us? =)

there still have cha bin hun and bbq for public
christmas presents for kids

bbq. =)

i go kepo de.. hahaha

dad and JJ =D(nice nice)

christmas present == swt la (im not kid la)

christmas end with hiking with them
lalala.. quite fun too la
maybe enjoy with them quite good de la.. xD

written by zoey.

Shopping. =D uncle house.

2010-12-22T15:15:00.002+08:00

morning went to uncle house for 冬至
go bai bai and makan.

my brother. xD(see what's he reading)

xiong me ah. hahaa

siao gina. xD

after makan
we went for shopping
buy shirt for CNY
there de shirt really nice ka~ beh hiao say. xD

I LOVE THIS THE MOST. =)

wear ka not like me xD

bought nice nice de shirt and dress balik. xD
siok nia. haha

me =)

written by zoey.

Redbox. SINGGG!!!!!

2010-12-21T14:29:00.000+08:00

pi k song at 1st avenue eh redbox
damn damn enjoy with them ^^
5 hours non stop. xD
sing until 破声. haha
pictures =D

with them. =)

Solo.. Hahaha. (siao)

^^ girls =)

dammmmmn enjoy ~
the 对你爱不完 really.. xD
siao ka like siao lang geng like that. haha

ps: laazy write. xD

written by zoey.

Finish! pesta.

2010-12-20T14:21:00.000+08:00

FINALLY!!
my econ paper finish.
spm also sudah finish.
start a neww neww life. =D

went to pesta with them.
quite enjoy la.
but walk ka leg pain si.. xD

3 something only sleep
take ekonomi de book lai see ka can sleep
without ekonomi i really tak boleh sleep.. haha
swt =="

end. ")

written by zoey.

study study =)

2010-12-15T14:12:00.001+08:00

sorry for late update. xD
study much much for spm
pia ka like siao po like that
swt swt

bla bla bla.
I am not actually concentrate on study. xD

end here. ")

written by zoey

ki siao.

2010-12-13T23:59:00.001+08:00

弟吃了巧克力过后
疯病又发作了
继续疯他的 sorry sorry 跟 poker face xD

written by zoey.

隔离。。

2010-12-12T11:04:00.003+08:00

最近的我
与世隔离
是我隔离世界
还是世界隔离我

家人
对我来说算什么
我最依赖
我最爱他们
但是他们对我做的一切
连最疼我的
一次又一次的举动让我觉得是多余的

埋怨；抱怨；责骂
不是我份内的事情
也被骂个臭头
难道我脸上画着欠骂吗？

没有一次。。是让我有被隔离的感觉
但是最近印证了
第一次。。让我每天在家都是黑着脸
你们心里清楚。。我不会考出什么好成绩来
我能做的。。只有让你们当作佣人这样做这个做那个

考试了，生病了，受伤了
你们一句话都没有
看都没看我
还多骂我两句
你们的“关心”还真特别

吃饭，我旁边不会有人
弟搬去妈那边睡
睡觉，也是一个人睡
从早到晚
不是在客厅就是在房间闭关

已经好久没和你们聊天了
出去也很少带我去
剩我一个人 home alone

最近都是一个人
还好有他和朋友们陪我
不然我真的不懂怎样撑过去
面对这种被隔离的家
真的很累!!

written by zoey.

Bear bear.

2010-12-08T09:22:00.003+08:00

early wake up in the morning.(not early also xD)
all bear bears are hang up in the corner by mum
sked me. xD
quite terrify de. haha.

nice? =P
dun like bear bear much but feel quite common in photography
uhhhh. dun ask me love it.. xD

written by zoey.

clip hair. =)

2010-12-07T12:09:00.001+08:00

these day so kut lat "studying"
kut lat until bo shu zo play my hair. xD
clip hair ^^
got nice de got bo nice de. =)

pictures. =D

written by zoey.

Science!!!

2010-12-02T22:13:00.003+08:00

Half die jor..
my paper 1 luan tiang..
paper 2 luan write..
this time really si kiao kiao..

but finally no need take science paper d ^^
3 more week to go..
I dunno how long i can insists on it..
try my best la ^^

jia you jia you!!

written by zoey

Moral..

2010-11-30T17:33:00.002+08:00

today de moral sipek.... "easy"
it makes me staring at the question
my head went blank for half an hour
how come ah?!
s* nia..
after finish writing
still left 45 minutes for me
bush
never do moral paper until so early finish

45 minutes doesn't much but I think alot
all those things were whirling in my head
non stop rounding
past tense ; present tense ; future
what I should do?
what I need to do?
what I suppose to do?
a lot of questions were whirling
I know I will never get the answer

Lie? much in my life
even I'm the one lie ing
I lie myself all this and that would be okay
sometimes I dun even know which one is the fact
guess lai guess ki
but what i get just a piece of shit

things are not what I thought
I should know that everything is not under my control
and all the things goes worst and worst
I seriously lost confidence about what I doing now

what is the facts? what is the truth?
hell knows ==

it is not called 牺牲
it is called as 愚蠢
(today's 名句.. =D)

forgive me for the damage
for me, this is the only way.

written by zoey.

hamster =D

2010-11-30T11:23:00.002+08:00

little hamster de pictures. ^^

bad mum.. xD

pictures + written by zoey.

Oh yeah!!

2010-11-29T18:18:00.004+08:00

Screaming for MATHEMATICS !!
finally finish my math paper!!
at least a B also can let me laugh whole day d
super thanks my dear dear teach me only can improve de xDD
next big aim.. also the last big aim
Economy !!
A+ !!!!
Hahaha..
I'm not dreaming luuu.. xD

Just put back the male's hamster back into original cage
daddy and mummy hamster fighting again pula.. ==
non stop de wor you two
naughty..
picture will upload soon

Arrrg.. so miss my phone
I cant live without you.. xD
tomorrow moral.. study first.. tata =)

written by zoey

总是笑的人，真的需要人疼。

2010-11-29T18:17:00.000+08:00

有意思的文章.. 所以就copy下来了 =D

其实总是笑的人,真的很需要人疼总有一些人，他们看上去整天都很开心，嘻嘻哈哈的，没有烦恼，像个小孩，他们脸上总挂着笑容，好多人都会羡慕他们，然而这其实是他们最悲哀的地方，他们不想让别人看到自己难过的一面，更没有能力一个人独处，因为当夜深人静的时候，他不知道一个人会发生什么事，坐在窗前冥想走过的点滴。

没有人读的懂他们，想着想着貌似快乐的他们就会黯然流下一脸的悲伤，然后自己对自己说：其实也没什么，命运吧！所以他们就整天逼自己笑，以此来逃避那些常人所不能不承受的痛苦！

他们貌似很坚强，因为在别人看来，他们什么事都能微笑着去面对，但事实上他们长着世界上最脆弱的心灵，只是长期的伪装使得别人很难发现他们内心深处的创伤。他们其实非常孤独，虽然看到他们时都是在跟一群人谈天说地，那是因为他们实在不能承受一个人时的折磨！

他们只想简简单单、快快乐乐的活着，期待并且相信每个人给的笑容都是真心的，希望身边的人都是真正的喜欢自己。即使别人小小的意见，也会另他们难过好久，他们真的真的很介意，介意自己不被人喜欢。因为，他们总是为别人想的很多，对别人总是比对自己好；把能对喜欢的人好当做幸福，喜欢别人比喜欢自己多。

他们总是那样，前一秒还伤心的流着泪，后一秒出现在朋友面前的时候，已经满脸溢着灿烂的笑容。有人说他们是向日葵，是的，他们在意的人就像是太阳，在面对太阳的时候永远是明艳的花瓣，而太阳照不到的背面，那悲伤藏得那么好，不愿被看见。

他们向往放纵自由的生活，却必须为了谁很努力的朝另外的一个方向活着，很累很累，却仍是心甘情愿。离自己的梦境越来越来远，不得不面对从未想过的争夺和复杂，恐慌、不知所措。只有面对最依赖的人时，才会卸下盔甲，委屈的流下眼泪，感情得以小小宣泄后，偷偷抹掉眼泪，像个犯了错的孩子，无辜地向你认错，保证下次不这样了。其实他们真的不知道自己错在哪里。只知道你的不开心是因为多了一个他。他们害怕被遗弃。他们更害怕发现对于这个世界而言，他们是多余的。

他们心里，笑就是开心，哭就是难过，接近就是喜欢，远离就是讨厌。但其实不是，他们明白了，心好伤，眼泪就没忍住。哭过之后，笑笑得擦干眼泪，说，没关系，我可以做的很好的。

他们好像无所不能，好像总是不会有烦恼，好像什么问题都能轻而易举的解决，总是喜欢喜欢出现在流泪的人面前，笑嘻嘻的逗着笑。而面对自己的问题，他们却茫然无措，面对自己的悲伤，他们只会躲在人们看不见的角落里慢慢由伤口越裂越大。

他们的想法非常简单，说出来的就是心里所想的，肚子里不会拐七道八道的小弯，无心的话可能会引起别人的误解。所以，请别记恨他们，他们从不愿伤害谁，小小的错误就能让他们懊悔很久。

他们其实非常单纯，甚至你曾经无心给的他一个微笑他也会一辈子记得你的好，因此他们的世界观其实也很简单，他们很容易受蛊惑，请不要轻易的伤害他们的感情，因为一旦伤害了，那就将永远弥补不回来！如果你身边有这种人请你给予他（她）那怕是凤毛麟角的那点关怀，让他（她）知道这个世界没有抛弃他们。真的，

他们已经再也受不起一点点的伤了。

伤害他们这样的纯粹易碎的心，难道你不会跟着一起心纠结到快要窒息吗？

倘若有这么一天，你，真的，只是一不小心，闯入他们内心深处，看到了以前没看到的，感觉到了他们的感觉，你心里一定会难过的。

可惜，一切都来不及了。是你，无意间，亲手掐灭他们原本就不温暖的心里仅存的那一点点希望的星火。他们真的彻底把自己封闭起来。

他们选择沉默。选择一个人。选择对这个把他们遗忘的世间不给与任何喜或是悲。毕竟，对于他们而言，感情，是多么奢侈的东西。

那些无知的人，请不要再拿故作的幸福用作炫耀的资本。因为他们宁愿自己痛也不会让别人受伤。他们要的只是一个微笑。一句关心的话。

仅此而已。

dead.

2010-11-25T23:59:00.001+08:00

follow me 1 year++ de phone
finally up car
no new phone for me :(
take go repair AGAIN
bush

4 days more^^
tiok can reunite d. xDD
hopes 29th fast fast comee

jia you to all the SPM and STPM candidates =D
piaa for it. =)

written by zoey

Pictures =)

2010-11-25T18:01:00.006+08:00

recent picture in these days =D
enjoy watching o..
paiseh self obsessed too muchh
bleek. xDD

Videos!!

2010-11-20T09:37:00.007+08:00

taking care of my brother again
making some silly stuff xD
ENJOY !! =D

Nobody nobody~

MAgiccc show!

dai e long. xD

yesterday night's photo^^

day of mine. =)

written by zoey

day care. ==

2010-11-18T20:24:00.006+08:00

I'm super duper fed up with taking care of gina
haha.
ps: only my little brother
he is sooooooooo luan until I cannot do my own things.
holiday tiok pi day care center la
why stay at home
hahaha xD
enjoy videos below ^^

sing wrong somemore... alamak.. xD

written by zoey

"Study"

2010-11-17T11:10:00.000+08:00

went to study at Mcd
"kut lat" leh.. xD
we play UNO cards when studying.
i dunno whether we are studying or playing.. =P

有人说 : 认真的男人是最帅的
HAHAHAHA!!

pictures.

didi ^^

kor kor^^

侄儿 xD

study until 8pm like that
me tiok bo lat d
starting to kacao others. xDD

dashao/lui lui and cha tao kor. =DD

sooooo sweeeet.. xD

saja take de.. wahahaha

pictures quite funny leh xD
"study" until wan siao liao
especially with the math
pia liao!!
after SPM NO ANYMORE MATHS FOR ME!!!
hahahahaha..

theend.

written by zoey

Baby Hamster.

2010-11-15T17:47:00.000+08:00

I never thought that not reach six months
my hamster born 5 little baby!!
yea.. 15-11.2010
It really surprise me when I saw it
that time was after school
I see red red eh thing in the food container
when I get close and see it clearly,
OMG!
Baby!! Gina!!
shout like hell.. xD

calm myself down
first thing to do : call bh
follow what he told me to do..
really scare die people.. haha
pictures =)

geli right?
red red de.. haha
hope them can fast fast grow bigger.
Dad :
"你能养到它生孩子，证明你很有福气了"
got meh? I don't think so lo..hahaha

theend.

written by zoey.

Trip to cameron.

2010-11-15T14:39:00.002+08:00

trip to cameron for 2 days 1 night
there was so so so damn cold
let pictures tell you the story ba
(ps: lazy write d. xDD)

yo man. xD

apartment.

wah. stand so straight ahh

what you want? hahaha!

lao ah pek. /.\

3 gangster.xDD

看什么看?! xDD!

yo.. yeng leh

mami and JJ

the view of the apartment.

Padang.

gina == xD

hai! hahaha..

the sky~

shadow of us =)

ah pek with gina.. xD

model. xD

flower ^^

Haha.. see the shadow. xD

titanic a???? xD

cute sia. =D

Night.

dadi and mami. =)

蚯蚓人!!!!!!!!!! HAHAHHAHAHAHAHA!

ah gong. =D

serious eh peopl = my uncle. xDD

zcapture.

three gambler.. watching toto list.. haha!

me and mami ~

siao liao.. again.. bwahahahahaha!

The Next day.
slept for only 3 hours
sick jor
hmmmmmmmm

zcapture.

Temple.

grandfather kung fu fighting?! HUOK!

carp..

Farm.

zcapture.

promoting? swt.. xD

camera gina.. haha

brothers!!

zcapture. | flower.

my aunt is curi ing the grapes. xDD

emo. xDD!

zcapture.

wah.. 训话 ah..

Tea farm.

horr!!!! two of you zuo mi a.. xDD

ZoeyIvan.

zcapture.

eyes on back. xD

you!!

group photo =)

Enjoy with it..
but damn hate the sickness and the stupid rain
spoiled the trip nia.. hmm
the end.

written by zoey.

Cameron..

2010-11-14T02:13:00.004+08:00

recently sleep loss in cameron night..
online with cousin and finding something silly stuff to do..
grandfather was sneezing and dream talking non stop.. xD
stay up all night for nothing and meaningless..

what are my aims? play all night?
where is my study mood?
9 days left, where is the power of SPM?
useless.. sorry I had mention that
I just say what is truth..
the night was so silent until I can think much more than that
this question keep appear in my brain these days
I dunno which ways to stop thinking
and solve this bad attitude
how useless m i? how useful m i?
　
people around me told me that everyone was a double person
repeat repeat.. and repeat
I Hate It !!
why must react something fake and all that shit..
I deal with a sincere heart to everyone
NEVER act that f* fake things to peoples that I love..
NEVER!
I follow what my mind react and sincere to everyone..
I still wondering why..
why should EVERYONE became a double person..
It's not hurt
It just make me feel damn disappointed to human beings..

cousin just say he is cold (woot, first time xD)
I was cold for the whole night di..
He now only say cold.. swt la..
he is still thinking his LEMON TEA~
(cameron din got such thing. xD)

Sorry for my mistrust..
I dun wish my fault to let you emo again..
I know you always be there.. I love you..

written by zoey.

非你莫屬

2010-11-11T11:20:00.002+08:00

非你莫屬

懂得让我微笑的人`再没有谁比你有天份♥

Family day. xD

2010-11-07T16:05:00.004+08:00

7 morning 8 morning dim sum with family
first time.
haha
after breakfast go round sungai ara
then reach a temple
pictures.

lion dog? haha

at night pi makan with grandfather them
eat ka damn damn full
ko zai siao with cousin them ^^
enjoyed. =)

zoey on the day=D

written by zoey

Yiwen birthday ^^

2010-11-06T23:12:00.001+08:00

6/11 !!!
My BF (Best Friend) birthday! haha
Happy birthday wen wen ~ xDD
爱你久久~ (cold tiok) xP

回忆过去~

we go prangin for celebration
they ben lai wan give her surprise de but at last let her know jor
buta mia..haha

yeah ^^

most boring de shopping day
十七年以来最闷的一次! hahaha.. xDDD
but also quite enjoy with them la.. =D
especially someone around =P

written by zoey

self obsessed. xD

2010-10-30T11:54:00.001+08:00

Hehe.. self obsessed day
xDD
leng mou? xDD

photos by zoey

Steamboat birthday party.

2010-10-29T11:28:00.001+08:00

we organize a steamboat party for those 2009 4E1 in my house
teachers are also invited
5E1 got gathering 4E1 tiok no need a?!
Hahaha! jkjk xD

boys are helping in the kitchen.. 奇迹 !! hahaha

after eat
the second birthday celebration for me
xD
gam dong nia ^^
pictures

awwww! I LOVE IT SO MUCH~

group's picture
come come

take 1

take 2

take 3

most like this 1 =D

thanks all my friend !!
really appreciate much
thank you thank you !!
love you guys much o~ xD
after party go Halloween with them
the ghost damn scary 1.. T-T

written by zoey

Gratuation day.

2010-10-29T10:51:00.000+08:00

wah wah wah.. finally graduate d !
but I think will be back to heng ee soon..xD

bolat say liao xD
see picture ba =)

two siao de. xD

my singing patner!

siao guys..haha

best patner ever!!

always kacao me de si gina..haha

erhem.. kor siok tiok liao. xDDD

di and shun ^^

buddies~

k mak..xD

beloved teacher! love u!!!~xD

endao ba xD

solo.. haha

hehe ^^

memory!

blek! haha

♥

same birthday de kor kor ^^

To Be continued...... =)

written by zoey

Opss. Birthday!

2010-10-28T22:13:00.000+08:00

Paiseh paiseh
late update my blog again
Hehe
me kut lat study ah.. xD

pictures pictures. =)

My birthday =D
the simplest birthday I ever had.. xD
aha.. bring phone to school.. haha

buddies! =)

lui lui and mami ^^

cha tao kor.. haha

birthday cake (gifted by kor. thanks thanks! =D)

celebrate with family at night
the fastest birthday song I ever listen ==
bo xim nia.. xD
hope my wish can come true ^^

Love the day much!!
thanks all! xD

written by zoey

Almost the time!!!

2010-10-27T22:13:00.002+08:00

Wohoo!!
almost reach my birthday
facing my computer as usual
hahaha
yw, bh and ys came my house just now for the preparing
jk kor also come find me just now
he gave me present ! xDD
damn happy

oh yeah!
wish myself Happy Birthday!!! xD

written by zoey™

usual usual.

2010-10-26T23:07:00.000+08:00

tuesdayy] still got two days!
qi dai xDD

today a.. nothing special lu.
just realize something bad for me
I should have know about it very early
Haizz!
really din have a chance for me?
I know me and you just 一个天一个地
she is more suitable for you
but i just can't stop thinking
= (
think too much think too much
you always ask me dun think too much
but i care u only luan think de. :P

written by zoey* 蔚

New Hair + New house

2010-10-25T22:49:00.000+08:00

Monday! check hair day. :(
she bu de my long hair laa
hmm

BEFORE

AFTER

aiks. mushroom head. ==
tak suka la. xD

Parents bring me to visit the new house at sungai ara.
Pearl Garden.

actually I just like the view
not the house.. xD
the house okay la
din have special mood with it

after dad paid for the house,
tiok balik rumah tidur! xD

end.

written by zoey* 蔚

Long Update. =)

2010-10-25T19:14:00.011+08:00

Oppss Oppssi !

Haven't update my blog for damn long time
Now single jor got more free time to do my things =)

Photos below show the days I had been pass thru this long "holiday"

Beach.

Tracy birthday.
Neway 13-10-2010

Grandfather's birthday

zi lian. xDD
er.. haha
New Pets --- Hamster!
gifted by Kelvin, Andrinna, Zhuanyuan, Yongyang, Yenshien and Zishen.. =)

dada (boy)

siao po (girl)

Kelvin's hamster xDD!

"Penang island 1 day trip"

damn enjoy in these days
this is my life! wuhuu!!

written by zoey* 蔚

piano exam. kedah road.

2010-09-02T15:59:00.007+08:00

sorry for late update my blog
kut lat for study.. xD
actually lazy write la..

okay.. now repeat balik 21 August
Piano Exam!
went to bayview hotel to have exam
hocai my teacher din go
abo see tiok me wear skirt sure laugh at me again xD
reach there settle everything down
started to nervous !!
after a while
high heels too high go change with my teacher's wifexD

when my turn,
after wish her
then i sit down on the piano chair
nervous suddenly gone!
and kiam kiam forget examiner was there until she voice out.. xD

finish played, aural
I laugh inside my heart cause i was singing on the wrong key
HAHAHA
YEAH it is finished!
wuhhhhuuuu! celebrate celebrate

me and mum on the mirror. =)
dun shock when you see me. xD

god! how girly Iam. hahahhhaha..

after exam head to kedah road
go visit my aunt
miss her lots xD

[E]

kedah road's view.

really miss it
10 years din back d
so familiar..and nice

aunt's dishes

nice!

finally done with my piano exam
hope it pass =)

written by zoey™[E]

zoey. ahweiwei ")

忙

Busy life..

值得纪念

。。。

没想到..

Done!

more..

Busy busy and tired.

忙碌是一种幸福，让我们没有时间体会痛苦 疲惫是一种享受，让我们无暇空虚 坎坷是一种经历，让我们真切的理解人生。

Nananana...

Thinking too much makes you look stupid. *copied from internet.

First of the first..

谢谢你.. :)

First day of 2012

夜晚..

^^ ~

结束了~

一首歌,,

,,,,, !!

F* OFF!!!!!

The Day..

Smurf smurf

Cheer..

Camp..

Terrible day!!!!

Off day..

Time..

WAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

talk talk talk...

How come?

Woooooooot

Hello..

First week

永远不变的坚持

Love my life. :D

♥

Pictures. =)

HOLIDAY!!!!!

T'EXAM.

You're my everything..

"HSTYLE"

Me ")

♥

蓝色雨

身边的色彩

回忆 =)

爱、绝不是缺了就找、更不是累了就换

New..

♥

Others.

Sushi makerrr.

我最爱的

Eat snake.

I'm back !! =P

现实欺人太甚

触碰

Shopping.

Hiking. Christmas.

Shopping. =D uncle house.

Redbox. SINGGG!!!!!

Finish! pesta.

study study =)

ki siao.

隔离。。

Bear bear.

clip hair. =)

Science!!!

Moral..

hamster =D

Oh yeah!!

总是笑的人，真的需要人疼。

dead.

Pictures =)

Videos!!

day care. ==

"Study"

Baby Hamster.

Trip to cameron.

Cameron..

忙碌是一种幸福，让我们没有时间体会痛苦
疲惫是一种享受，让我们无暇空虚
坎坷是一种经历，让我们真切的理解人生。